Amritpan in Meditation

From the back of the mouth, the soft area of the palate, comes the Ambrosal Nector that fulfils all the hunger needs of the body. I am still trying to get a taste of this nector. Well, perhaps I am trying too hard. Its too hard not to expect anything to happen as advised by Guru Nanak - Assa Mahe Niras Vallai. It is crucial to not expect anything too specific and relax a little and bring love and yearning in your heart instead of demanding experiences like I do sometimes and then become disappointed.

Yesterday, I saw during the meditation that I was sitting meditating in the middle of a huge well. I couldn't see the bottom but I saw the side brick walls that were far away, with greenray growing on the walls. Then this well shape was a big tall building, I was inside the buidling (I was a skinny tall young boy in his early 2o's, I saw myself like this boy another time) and in the middle of the top was a closed lotus head as roof. The water was dribbling from the open area around the lotus down towards the bottom. I was in the middle storey at least 3-5 storeys below watching the water falling and hearing the sound of the water falling. I couldn't see the bottom of this well shaped building with water fountain in the middle. I was trying hard in my meditation to drink the amrit and had this funny experience instead.

Before this, I was trying to see the diva in the solar plexus and saw a ring of fire around me instead. It wasn't scary. The fire was controlled, burning like little divas all in a circle, resembling the lotus petal.